This post should be read in a safe environment. If you are having dark thoughts and have nowhere to turn. There are people out there who can help. call 988, text 988 A few weeks ago, I think I hit rock bottom with my depression. I woke up in the worst panic attack I have ever had. It started in my dreams, where I found myself tangled in one of my necklaces. This triggered my claustrophobia. Which had me thinking I was trapped in my own body. The only way I saw to get out o

This statement in the picture holds a lot of meaning for me. When I came out as transgender, I knew going in that not everyone would be...

I have seen this question come up a bunch: "Is it too late to transition?", "Is it too late to come out as LGBTQ+?" The people I have seen this question posed to most often are younger adults in their late teens (18-19) to early 20s. I understand that coming out is a terrifying and courageous thing to do. You get nervous and sweaty; your heart rate goes through the roof as you think of all the possible ways the conversation could go. This is where being young helps you in the

May 8th I have been thinking about my Transition lately, from where I was to where I am now. In the beginning, I was sure I was a woman. However, I was not very sure how my transition was going to go. I can now say yes, I was kind of selfish then. I was only thinking about my happiness. I really didn't know how this would affect the people in my family or my friends. I did learn very quickly who was and was not a true friend. I lost someone whom I thought of more as a brothe

May 4th It has been a few weeks since I posted a blog post. There has been a lot going on with my partner and me. We did put in a bid on the house pictured above. We found out last Wednesday, April 30th, that the owners accepted our offer. We should be able to close on June 13th. Then comes the difficult part: packing and moving. We are considering hiring movers to come in and do all the packing and moving for us. I am okay, to a point, with having someone else do all of thi

April 23 These last few weeks have me pondering about where I was, where I am now, and where I want to be. Where I was even 10 years ago, pre-transition. Trying to be someone I was failing to be. I was not truly happy, not with life as it was. I didn't see a path that was going to help. It wasn't till I started driving truck. Where I found a path that I could be happy with. Dressing while I was on the road, mainly at night, so that no one would see. It wasn't till I started w

April 13 Hello to all my sibs out there. I think today I want to talk about depression and how it affects me. Not only with my day-to-day, but with my transition. I am writing this to hopefully reach that one person or those who need to know that there is hope. There are people out there who love and support you. They may not be your biological family; they could be someone you would never expect to stand by your side, holding your hand while you cry and helping you pull

March 8th, 2025 My day was pretty uneventful. I started at about 5 a.m. CST and met my partner for breakfast around 9 a.m. CST. While I was driving this morning, I was thinking about some of the news reports I had read the day before. One was how Texas is trying to get it to where transgender people could be charged with fraud and sent to prison for 2 years and up to $10,000 in fines. They are claiming that if we are not able to have our gender marker changed on our birth ce